Thursday, August 13, 2020

You Wore Her Again

There she is again, hugging you. 😢

Today as we started video chatting, I immediately noticed that you wore one of the shirts that your 2nd wife gave you.  I am not really comfortable seeing you wear or use the things that she gave you, and regard this like a wedding ring, or something valuable to you like that.

I managed to tell you carefully without having to upset you, but really, it was like walking on egg shells once again. You kinda joked about it that I then should give you more shirts, and it was fine with me, really.  Better that way than having to deal with you on a fiery mood.

I added that it was like for the duration of the entire day, she was with us, driving along with you on the road, hanging around just like I was in the background.  Only, she was with you and hugging you, and I, was inside a cellphone, just looking at you.

Shortly after, though, you said that you do understand me.

That reaction in itself made me happy at least...

I hope for eternity.

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