Tuesday, August 25, 2020

Looking Back

They say that the only time that one should ever look back 

is to check how far they've come.

Sadly for me, who would have thought that I, in all my mid 40s self, and who had so much to look forward to having a new love relationship, would come to my senses now and ask myself if this relationship is truly right for me.

I thought I had so much to look forward to.  But I guess I was wrong, and all because this guy can treat me with verbal abuse, and say things to me that can cut deep, and not mean a thing to him at all.

I thought too, that the sun that shone for me in the past would still follow me to the future.  I was wrong...  So very wrong...   And I feel so low, and I am a loser crawling back to where I came from for solace and comfort.

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