You are now more like an extension of myself, like a part of me that is missing now, I cannot function well without.
And I am missing an important part, that's you~
You have not been gone this long from me since three months ago. So I am expressing my difficulty now without you.
I am sharing this and not giving a care whether you will be big-headed.
Well, ignore that I said that.
I want to give your last IG post a crying emoji and a broken heart. (Oct. 18, 2018)
It is my saddest cry so far.
And hopefully, nothing sadder will ever happen after that.
I don't forget easily.
Not for me.
It is a wound.
Sometimes the pain just stays and you just learn to live with it.
Yes, they heal. And become scars.
I can't let go when it involves something that borders between honesty and some things related to that. Please understand.
I thrive on what you give me at present.
That erases whatever pain is left...
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