Dear Greek #2

I realized you became more than just a "habit."

You are now more like an extension of myself, like a part of me that is missing now, I cannot function well without.

And I am missing an important part, that's you~

You have not been gone this long from me since three months ago.  So I am expressing my difficulty now without you.

I am sharing this and not giving a care whether you will be big-headed.

Well, ignore that I said that.

I want to give your last IG post a crying emoji and a broken heart. (Oct. 18, 2018)

It is my saddest cry so far.

And hopefully, nothing sadder will ever happen after that.

I don't forget easily.

Not for me.

It is a wound.

Sometimes the pain just stays and you just learn to live with it.

Yes, they heal. And become scars.

I can't let go when it involves something that borders between honesty and some things related to that.  Please understand.

I thrive on what you give me at present.

That erases whatever pain is left...

Dear Greek #1

To my dearest Greek~ It has been almost three months since I have known you, but I am counting the days, and looking forward to the time when I would be able to see you, touch you, and hold you in my arms.

For many years I have waited for someone like you, and although I am not aware of the purpose, I thank the universe for bringing us together.  I have long resigned to the thought that I will not be able to love again, but ever since knowing you, things have changed, and have twisted and turned 360 degrees over and out.

Many are being skeptical about it, and doubt the feelings that we share and have for each other. But what we have is beyond what others cannot comprehend.  It is definitely something that we ourselves can only see and feel with the beating of our hearts. 

You definitely are not perfect.  And so am I.  but I will try as much as I can to be the best version of myself for you...